oh god.

as much as i can deal with bureaucratic bullshit, form filling is definitely not my forte. especially when the forms are in a stupid format and doesn’t transfer very well from a pc to a mac to a pc again.

and, gov-bots are scary.

in other news, ‘work’ is still exciting.

there’s been progress and things have been moving forward, if not by leaps and bounds, certainly in great strides. i’m really enjoying all this, and i will be terribly sad when i have to leave.

i think perhaps everything will work out once i plunge myself headlong into the corporate whorehouse.

or maybe it’s complicated explanations, and simple situations.

whichever, i’m still confused.

there are very simple explanations to complicated situations.

or so i’d like to think.

but unfortunately it’s difficult to differentiate the complicated situations from the simple explanations.

Griffin

Foolish man. You cannot turn me
into a phantom because you are
frightened. You do not dismiss a muse
at whim.

If you do not join me -
then i will come to you.

Sabine

apparently it is possible to be fake while being real.

perhaps it is because i am only being fake to a select few. and disguising my true feelings under denial, ignorance and nonchalance.

whatever it is, it’s possible. and possibly disastrous.

my head needs sorting out pronto.