I love the gorgeous photos from Eugenio Recuenco. You WILL be impressed.

In Beijing!

Have Beijing blog - travels with my barang-barang.

Am hungover.

Till next time.

managed to get a lot of things off my chest.

it was for the better, and now i feel relieved. maybe it is true, that i should take responsibility for how i feel and manage that, rather than expect someone else to have crazy-psychic abilities to *know* what i’m actually trying very hard not to admit.

anyway, so honesty is the best policy and all that shit. and we’re all clear where we are now. or rather, i’m pretty clear where i am and where i stand in relation.

and it’s perfect timing - staged, perhaps, but still, staged for perfect timing - to get some perspective by disappearing for a bit and re-assessing.

i’ve taken to sitting around in my coat while at home. It seems appropriate.

three more weeks before I move to Beijing. Have I packed? No. Have I thought about what to bring? Nope. Am i getting freaked out? Not yet.

there’s too much going on right here right now.

I’m working on it, but really it all comes down to this – I want, but cannot have.

Due to logic, reason, rationale, the goodness of my heart, the milk of human kindness, grace and god(s) above.

So I’m working on it.

In the meantime, I stand here and watch. As time ticks slowly by.

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